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Billy laughed and said, “That was fun we haven’t been
there in awhile, everybody
wanting a beer?” Charles/Kathryn smiled and said, “No
thanks, not now, I
will be right back.”
Billy walks with Charles/Kathryn and as the approach her
friends, they are all
excited and give her a big hugs as Billy continues on gets
the beer and goes back
to the box. Two more races pass and Charles/Kathryn walks to
the box.
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “How’s my makeup, do I
look all right to
have my picture taken again.”
Billy screamed, “He won, he won.” And grabbed
Charles/Kathryn and hugged
her and she hugged back. All of sudden he stopped and said,
“I am sorry, I got
carried away, I saw your friends hug you.”
Charles/Kathryn smiled and said, “Maybe we should do it
more often, I have a
lot of guy friends hug me, it is suppose to be good for
you.”
Robert laughed and said, “Your right, if good friends
can’t show some affection
at an exciting time like this then we have become too jaded,
gives me a hug
honey.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “The eagle came through,
just like God
said. I wish Richard had raced his horse and he would have
won.”
Billy laughed and said, “Twenty years, we race horses and
never have we both
won on the same day.”
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Ken laughed and said, “It wasn’t the eagle, I said it
last night when cunado
wears a dress the world goes insane.”
Robert laughed and said, “A toast to the death of Charles
and birth of Kathryn.”
Ken laughed and said, “I drink to that, consider it done,
let’s go get our picture
taken.”
They floated on a cloud and with heads held high left the
winners circle and
Charles/Kathryn’s friends come down and everybody is so
excited everyone
exchanging hugs.
Robert laughed and said, “We have another day of races and
no horses running.
I guess we will party.”
Ken said, “I’ll second that.”
Everybody raised there glasses and saluted.
Billy looked puzzled at Charles/Kathryn and said, “You
didn’t raise your
beer.”
Every one looked at her.
She clenched her teeth smiled and said. “I don’t have a
beer. Uh, uh, my other
friends are going back to
Houston
,
they just came for the day. They have a King
Air and offered me a seat; I am going back to
Houston
.
I am tired, I was in a barroom
brawl and to you get there and I hope you don’t. You
don’t stop thinking
that maybe next week I will be indicted and I might go to
prison. I will check on
the Bedouin and the camels at La Demasiado. Have fun and I
will see you in
Houston
.”
Ken smiled and said, “I could see it in her eyes, her heart
wasn’t here, she was
putting on a front, we may have gained a girlfriend but I
think we lost a racing,
hunting and poker buddy. When she hit that guy last night and
he didn’t hit the
floor till she kicked him, her heart was in
Houston
.”
GR laughed and said, “Those hormones have probably taken
some strength.”
She arrived at her residence, washed the smell of the horses
and
Texas
dust off
with a hot shower and decided she would go to the little
lesbian bar down the
street. Prancing in a short skirt and high heels, a huge
smile came across her face
as she spotted her friend Jan a tall thin woman with a kind
of butch look and her
lover long blonde hair and very feminine and tall Lynn, both
very rich and
another lady she knew only as Sal. To the girls she was
simply Kathryn.
Jan said, “Hey Kathryn, come over and sit with us.”
“Sounds great, how are you ladies?”
Sal said, “Were fine bring this lady whatever she wants and
put it on my tab.”
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“I propose a toast, to you tables full of the world’s
most beautiful lesbians. I
need a favor from you girls, I need to learn to dance
backwards.”
Jan laughed and said, “I am butch, you’re a fluff and I
will teach you how to
follow. I flew over La Demasiado and saw your camels”
Kathryn laughed and said, “They are really doing well.”
Lynn
laughed and said, “We will all be happy to help you.”
Kathryn got up and put some money in the juke box and they
spent the next
hour laughing drinking and teaching Kathryn how to dance.
Jan laughed and said, “Whew that was fun girl, your getting
some boobs on
you there not fake, I could feel the through your blouse.”
Kathryn Laughed and said, “Yes, I have been on hormones for
ten years.”
Sal said, “How do they work?”
Kathryn laughed and said, “I went to this doctor and he
took my blood and
gave me a prescription for the hormones and told me I would
get boobs my hips
would widen, I would get a butt. My penis would not get hard
and cum would
almost dry up and my skin would get soft.”
Lynn
said, “Is it reversal able or permanent?”
Kathryn laughed and said, “That was my first question, the
penis and cum are
reversible just stop taking the pills but everything else is
permanent. If I want to
go back to a guy, I have to have a mastectomy. The first
month I was so crazy
every day I would look at my boobs and my skin an nothing
seemed to changed,
I went back in thirty days and he asked me if I noticed any
change, and I said no.
He laughed and said that my testosterone was the same as 21
year old stud. It was
like 900 and a 21 year old is 1000.”
Jan laughed and said, “Kathryn, you were a stud.”
Kathryn laughed and said, “He tripled the dose, girl the
boobs while they were
growing I thought I would die, they were so sensitive.”
Jan said, “When we were dancing cheek to cheek, you don’t
have whiskers,
did hormones do that?
Kathryn said, “No, they keep it from growing back I had
electrolysis about
$60,000.00 worth you talk about hurt they have to kill each
hair three times with
electric current and then pull it. I had it done from whisker
line to belly button.
It was the most painful thing I have every done.”
Sal said. “I have some of that like 7 hairs done and I
thought I would die.”
Jan said “Did you have to go to a shrink to get the
hormones?”
Kathryn laughed and said, “Sure, that’s the only way I
could get the hormones.
Let me tell you about this shrink I went to. One recommends
that I not
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have the operation. The guy told me to draw 2 elephants and I
was in a hurry and
drew them and the tails and trunks were too long.”
Jan laughed and said, “What the hell has that got to do
with a sex change?”
Kathryn laughed and said, “If you draw them to long it
means you love your
penis. He told me he had never seen a person with such a bad
childhood. Wanted
to know if I ever thought about committing suicide? I said
no. Then he said he
would get me a letter to get the hormones.”
Sal said, “We have to run okay Kathryn, tell us where you
hide the millions.”
“It’s right here in my purse.”
Everyone laughed and the one that had been buying the drinks
left with her
lover. The other girls said, “Cool Kathryn, she is IRS
agent. They have a reward if
any one can find the millions.”
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C H A P T E R 3
Monday Morning at office
Jennifer said, Joel is on 2"
Charles/Kathryn said, “What’s up?”
Joel said, “The justice department called and wants some
more papers, I think
we ought to let them subpoena them, it will cost you about
$8,000.00 for that
day in court, but it will put them on notice that any time
they want something
they will have to go to court. I talked to Coastal’s lawyer
and they threaten
Johnny, I will file for a new grand jury.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Let’s kick ass. GR
walked in and I need to
talk to him.”
GR laughed and said, “Whose ass are we going to kick?
Everyone missed you
the last days of the races. I am getting married.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said “The feds, we have reason
to believe the
justice department tainted the jury. Who are you marrying? I
got some well
deserved rest; I stayed at La Demasiado and just walked
through the woods.”
GR smiled and said, “This girl I met in
East
Texas
, I will introduce you. You
look rested, anything else going on?”
“A lot I’ll be out the rest of day, if you need anything
call me.”
Jennifer said, “Richard line 2.”
Kathryn laughed and said, “How were the coon ass
politicians handsome?”
“Great, how were the races?”
Charles/Kathryn excitingly said, “Richard, you should have
raced, I saw a
Mexican bald eagle, a symbol of freedom. Our horse won the
race and we won
$70,000.00 in the
Calcutta
.
If you had raced your horse you would have won.”
Richard laughed and said, “An eagle let you win the race?
What about the
twins, I guess it let it win.”
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Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “It did they won too. I
came back the first
day, I was tired. Seriously, how was the fund raiser?”
“It went better than expected a lot of top politicians were
there. Every one
loves the pent house. Every one said to tell you hello.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “We got in a bar
fight.”
“What, you’re with four big guys and you got in a fight
are you hurt.”
Charles/Kathryn said, “No, it happened quickly they got
arrested.”
New grand jury sought in price fixing probe
Firm asks judge to halt federal price fixing probe
The next day at the office
Jennifer said, “Line 2 Ken.”
“What’s happening winner, you guys still on cloud 9 from
winning the races?”
Ken laughed and said, “I will be up there for a month, that
was spectacular
wasn’t it”
“It was and knocks the amount of money for the great camel
race down.”
“Are you really trying to throw out the jury as the paper
said, you don’t think
it will backfire? I put the money in the camel account.”
“No, it can’t backfire, the feds tainted them. I have to
run I will call you later,
I have to send the chopper after
Jackson
.”
Jennifer said, “Billy line 1.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Hey winner, I just
talked to that other
winner, we’re still on a high over it.”
Billy laughed and said, “That it was my girl, we have a
table for the
St. Joseph
ball Friday night for the four of us and our dates. The
people that threw the party
we went to in NYC are going to be here and I thought I would
invite them and
we would all go to the Carrier afterwards. There are 3
married couples of them
and I thought GR would join us and make 4 couples to the
table.”
“He is going already with his new fiancée, there has been
so much going on I
guess I forgot to tell anybody, when I bought a table I paid
for ten, so I will messenger
a check for the other 6 no problem.”
“Are you really going to throw out a jury?”
“Sure, it’s the American way, the feds can’t taint
them. My son is coming
home tonight from college for a couple days.”
“First time since you came out?”
“I hate to say it but yes.”
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“Charles/Kathryn, I am glad it’s you and not me. I will
see you at
St. Joseph
.”
Jackson
comes home from college and he and Charles/Kathryn are sitting in
living room.
Jackson
fixes them a drink.
Jackson
said, “Well it’s not a complete surprise, I knew something was weird
with you. Are you gay?”
Charles/Kathryn smiled and said, “No, I am straight, I just
like to dress up.”
“I am gay.”
“OK, I guess were all full of surprises.”
“I am going out to meet some friends.”
“You coming home for dinner/”
“I don’t know, this takes a little getting used to.”
“Yes, I probably have to get used to a gay son.”
Jackson
leaves and Charles/Kathryn wonders if he screwed up to have a gay
son. In about 30 min. the door bell rings.
“
Jackson
,
why didn’t you use your key?”
Jackson
laughed and said, “Dad, you’re taking hormones to change your body
and with that sawed off behind the door. I didn’t want some
hormone crazed
person to shoot me. You want another drink?”
“Sure, how’s school?”
“Fine, what are you doing?”
“Well your uncle, Billy, Robert, GR and some friends from
NYC and I are
going to
St Joseph
ball and the Carrier.”
“Dad, what’s the Carrier?”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Its name is the
something ship we all call
it the Carrier because it’s so big. It has come since you
were in college. It is a
cruise ship that has been docked at the harbor. It is 3
floors plus the deck; it has 4
restaurants, a VIP club where you can order food from any of
the restaurants, a
gym, a VIP gym and about 20 bars. There is this huge deck on
top so when the
weather is pretty you can sit around or dance under the big
Texas
stars.”
Jackson
laughed and said, “Dad that sounds fabulous.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Son, it has like 10-12
theme bars. There
is the Gym bar where they have these muscle gay dancers and
waiters, a gay bar, a
straight bar. A straight and gay go go bars. They have Trans
bar, a lesbian bar and
illusion bar with female impersonators. The have a couple
indoor pools and outside
pool. The outside walls are all windows and 1st and 2nd decks
have walking
walkways around there decks. There is no smoking except on
the deck or walkways.”
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Jackson
laughed and said, “I will dad; lets eat before I get drunk. I have a question
I have been reading about this are you going to have your sex
changed? Do
you feel like you’re a woman trapped in a man’s body? Do
you hate your penis?”
Kathryn laughed and said, “Nobody is going to cut off my
penis and I have
never felt like there was a woman trapped in my body. I
don’t want to be a
woman I just want to dress up. I love my penis it gave me two
fine children and
years of sexual pleasure. I’ll cook us a steak, I forgot
the bottom deck is under
water with these huge windows and there is always some sea
life swimming by,
I’ll get you VIP pass and the jeep is in the driveway in
case you want to go someplace;.”
Subpoenas returned in alleged bid-rigging
St.
Josephs Ball
The room was a circus theme at the center was a ring nets
setup and a tight rope
was above it with a trapeze above it. It was billed as black
tie, the men in black tie
and the ladies in long gowns. The crowd was more opulent than
ever the big jewelry
was out of the deposit boxes and borrowed from the jewelers.
This crowd
wanted a good time and would have it. The band was playing
and people were
dancing in the ring. The crowd was greeted by fire eaters and
clowns.
Ken laughed and said, “Charles/Kathryn you look wonderful.
This is my date
Sarah There is the Borden gang.”
They walked over everybody was introduced as GR and his fiancée
Cindy
showed up and they all sat down. The guys from NYC are
Michael, John and
Johnny and their wife’s. Richard and Charles/Kathryn go
dance.
New York
lady said, “This is so fun a circus theme look at the clown on stilts.”
Michael laughed and said, “Where’s the other guy at the
NYC party,
Charles?”
Robert laughed and said “She’s dancing with Richard; see
the one in the gold
tight gown, that’s Charles/Kathryn now.”
John laughed and said, “A cross dresser in red neck
Houston
,
that is sooo New
York and she looks dynamite.”
They came back to the table and sat down.
Michael said, “Kathryn, you changed clothes since the NYC
party. It is very
becoming, look at all those clowns getting out of that little
car.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “I told the guys on the
way home.”
GR and Cindy came back from dancing.
Len and his date walked over to the table and Kathryn
introduced him to all.
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Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Hey boss, ya’ll pull
up some chairs.”
Len laughed and said, “We have a table over there, you look
good make a fine
looking chick.”
As the band played a slow dance music Len told his date,
“Wait for me at the
table. Would you like to dance honey?”
They went to the dance floor and started dancing.
Ken laughed and said, “One of these days she’s going to
get us all killed, out
there dancing with known mobster. It’s insane.”
Len laughed and said, “The things I do for you, this will
legitimize you, the
big bad mobster dancing with a TV.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “You know I appreciate
it.”
. They danced around the floor for every one to see and took
her back to the
table and gave her a hug.
Johnny laughed and said, “We saw your picture on the front
page of the paper
and I saw you received a new subpoena into days paper are you
afraid of the rednecks
hurting you.”
Robert laughed and said, “It’s probably the other way,
the rednecks don’t
want to be hurt, and her neck is probably redder. The guy
that just danced with
her nobody will hurt her as he blessed her.”
Ken laughed and said, “It’s kind of like a mob blessing,
they either kill you are
bless you.”
Michael laughed and said, “Kathryn would you like to
dance?”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said,
“Certainly,
I will save a slow one for you
cunado.”
The whole table laughed after a couple hours the tight walker
walked, the flying
trapeze people performed and the mini circus was put on and
the ring master
hollered in his megaphone, “That concludes the performance
now dance and
party the night away.”
John laughed and said, “That was absolutely
Texas
its something you would
expect here. Kathryn would you do me the honor.”
The came back and Robert said, “My turn Kathryn and then
let’s go show our
Yankees friends the Carrier”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “That’s a great ideal
ya’ll love it. Did you
tell them about it the different bars?”
Billy said, “We did, why don’t we meet at VIP and go from
there to the different
theme bars.”
They arrived at the Carrier and the limos dropped them off at
the VIP
entrance recognized and immediately was ushered in and
seated.
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Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Its perfect, a perfect
night to go on the
deck and see the
Texas
stars, we have been inside all night lets drink this drink
and show our friends a warm
Texas
night under our great stars.”
Johnny laughed and said, “Kathryn doll, I don’t want to
correct you, but the
stars belong to all the states the world.”
Charles/Kathryn shook her head laughed and said, “Wait to
you see the
brightest Texas stars and then tell me that.”
They finished there drinks and while walking up on the deck
hearing the band
playing “Deep in the Heart of Texas” and the whole deck
was singing along.
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Hear that song, listen
to the words, the
stars are bright.”
She led them to the far end while they all joined in on the
singing where the
lights are dim and swept here hand toward the sky and said,
“To our new friends,
we Texans share our stars with you.”
Michael eyes widen and said, “You right it’s an awesome
site, it’s beautiful.”
Ken laughed and said, “Cotton eye Joe.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Richard why don’t you
teach Johnny’s
wife and I’ll teach him how to cotton eyed Joe.”
Richard laughed and said, “I rather teach him.”
Charles/Kathryn swept her hair back and said, “I know, but
he’s straight and
would rather dance with me.”
Richard laughed and said, “I won’t go there. You really
believe the straight guy
would rather dance with a transvestite than a gay guy?”
Kathryn laughed and said, “Of course.”
Every one laughed as they got up to dance.
Michael catching his breath said, “I love the cotton eye
Joe that is so fun.
Kathryn’s right there is nothing like this dancing under
the Texas stars, it’s
great.”
Ken coming back from the bathroom stopped and was talking to
Kathryn and
Richard with two ladies danced by and stopped and walked over
and kissed Kathryn
and Richard.
Jan laughed and said, “How did you do on the dance
floor?”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “Great, thanks to you
ladies.”
Ken with a wicked smile and his eyes on the ladies said,
“You are going to
introduce your cunado, to the ladies?”
Charles/Kathryn cut her eyes smiled and said, “Sure, Jan
and Lynn meet Ken
my brother in law.”
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Ken looked them over with that look and smiled approvingly
and said, “I saw
ya’ll at the ball. Why don’t you ladies let Ken buy you a
drink?”
Jan threw her blonde hair back and laughed and said,
“Richard, see that look
in his eyes tell him.”
Richard laughed and said, “Their lovers, there lesbians,
you better stick to
your date.”
Everyone laughed
Ken laughing said, “What you girls need is a real man to
straighten you out.”
They laughed and danced off.
Richard said, “Kathryn, I want to go to the gay Gym bar and
see the new act,
it’s suppose to be so campy.”
Charles/Kathryn said, “We will be back, and he is taking me
to some deviate
show.”
Ken laughed and said, “Richard be careful, it’s no
telling what kind of trouble
she will get you into.”
Billy smiled and said, “She sure kisses a lot of people and
it seems everybody
knows her.”
Michael said, “Who is Richard, her escort?”
Robert said, “Old money, that family has more money than
God. He was a
fighter pilot in Nam heavily decorated and gay has a lover
named Derek. We all
went to school together and he and Kathryn were always
tight.”
Johnny with a surprise look said, “You think of Houston you
think rednecks,
I have seen more gays tonight than in NYC.”
Billy said, “I think here in Texas, we figured out that
there are more important
things in life to worry about than a person’s sex
preference, look at Kathryn,
everybody thinks it’s normal.”
Ken smiled and said, “It seems like every family has one or
has a good friend
that has one, so it’s no big deal. What’s strange to me
is how many gays are disowned
by there parents. Kathryn’s parents disowned her. I have
three children
and what kind of parent disown there own, even animals
don’t abandon there
own?”
Charles/Kathryn and Richard walked back and Charles/Kathryn
laughed and
said, “You guys be careful, Richards all hot and bothered.
You know in the days
when the Huns came to town men hide there women. When Richard
comes we
hide the guys. It really was a good show.”
Charles/Kathryn gasps and tears came to her eyes and she
starts crying.
Richard said, “Honey, what the hell is wrong.”
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Charles/Kathryn crying said, “I am so selfish, I I I
fforgot to tell you, I ruined
my sons life.”
Richard put his arm around her shoulder.
Ken said, “There’s nothing wrong with Jackson, I saw him
yesterday.”
Charles/Kathryn crying harder said, “He told me last night,
he is gay. I have
done something wrong and can’t figure out what. I think I
at fault because of the
way I dress”
Richard took her and hugged her as she put her face on his
shoulder and
stroked her hair and said, “Honey, calm down it’s not
your fault trust me I went
through this with parents. Mom was just like you crying when
I told her and a
complete guilt trip.”
Charles/Kathryn cried and said, “I don’t care if he is
gay, I still love him. It’s
just a harder life when you’re gay or a TV and I don’t
think anybody wants there
child to have a hard life it’s natural to want an easier
life for them.”
Richard said, “It is, but we survived and he will to and
it’s getting easier.
You’re helping, prople are beginning to understand being
different doesn’t make
you a bad person.”
Billy said, “I have never seen you cry, I didn’t know you
were capable of crying.
Richards’s right people are beginning to think its normal
for you to dress like
a woman. It seems like it’s always been that way.”
Richard said, “We will be right back, I will take her to
repair her makeup, she
will be all right.”
In about 20 mins they came back and she was completely
composed.
Charles/Kathryn said, “I am sorry gang, it just now hit me,
he told me last
night, I apologize for losing it. I just feel so guilty.”
They were enthusiastically greeted by the owner as they
walked inside Chico’s.
Chico smiled broadly and said, “Senor, the usual and for
your friend?”
Ken smiled and said, “The same and put the ranchero sauce
on the side, for
them there Yankee friends.”
Michael said, “This menudo soup is a little greasy but
delicious.”
“I need the grease with all the drinking I did.” Robert
laughed and said, “Folk
lore says it cures a hang over.”
The eggs were served with platters piled high of biscuits,
refried beans, guacamole
salad and flour tortillas and two platters of steaming
sizzling barbocoa de
cabeza.
John said, “The menudo was it cooked with cow foot,
authentic Mexican?”
Robert said, “Yes, it’s genuine Mexican.”
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Billy laughed and said, “I can’t believe we didn’t eat
dinner and have been
drinking this long and I am not drunk.”
Ken laughed and said, “You danced it off, I have never seen
you dance so
much.”
Billy smiled and said, “It was a pleasant evening, I really
felt relaxed and
enjoyed myself.”
Richard said, “Kathryn, it’s 5:30 in the morning, we have
to leave, we have
that Angels dinner at 8.”
Charles/Kathryn said, “I am so sorry Richard, I completely
forgot, of course
we will leave.”
Robert said, “What are the Angels?”
“A couple years a group got together and invited me to a
dinner.” Charles/
Kathryn smiled and said, “We all put up a grand, there were
12 of us. It was
when aids first came out and the money was to fund research,
all these gays were
dying.”
Richard said, “Then Charles was the only straight person
there with his date,
this doctor got up and said we don’t know what causes it,
it could be in the air in
this room. Every body froze and looked at each other.”
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “I said, I was safe, my
date and I were the
only straight there, it was the first Houston aids fund
raiser, we do have to run,
maybe we can have cocktails later.”
“How did you get invited?” Robert said,
Charles/Kathryn laughed and said, “I was dating a girl
whose brother was
gay.”
As they walked out they stopped at a table and talked to the
group of friends.
Billy laughed and said, “I like Charles, but I like Kathryn
better, I can dance
with her.
See how she always hugs everybody and everybody hugs her.”
Ken laughed and said, “You have flipped, that is Charles in
a dress. It is not
another person. That is the same guy you threw the touchdown
pass to.”
“No, you’re wrong; see how she stands, how her head is
cocked, the way the
hips are positioned.” Michael said, “It’s her natural
way, the body language of a
woman, before as a guy it was forced, in fact it was over
forced so no one would
suspect. You are witnessing a transformation, she heading to
where she should
have been.”
Robert said, “She said she will never have the
operation.”
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Michael smiled and said, “She’s fighting it, but she
will. There are only 27,000
in the States that have gone all the way and she will join
them. The strange thing
is most do it in extreme privacy; she seems to enjoy the
attention.”
Billy said, “When she told us she said the world needed
educated,”
Michael said, “Enjoy the transformation, because you’re
telling her good by.”
Ken said, “We have all been together for 40 years, she’s
not leaving. Even if
she has the operation she will be with us, we’re each
others family we’re stronger
than blood relatives.”
Michael said, “As a butterfly comes out the cocoon and
flies away, she will to
after the operation she will start searching.”
Robert laughed and said, “For what, she has everything she
wants here. She
has many good friends; she is rich and good looking.”
“The life she didn’t have, the last 40 years wasn’t
hers and she will realize it the
more she transforms and start looking for the life she
missed.” Michael said,
“Right now she’s confused it’s like starting a journey,
she doesn’t know what’s
ahead. She is on a journey without a map. Unfortunately at
her age she won’t
find it. The power to find that will supercede any money,
friends and good looks,
she knows she missed it and can never get it back.”
Billy said, “If anybody can find it she will.”
Michael said, “No, she know she is a made woman and will
not be a mother
and miss that part of life raising her children as there
mother. He probably tried
hard but he wasn’t a very good father”
GR laughed and said, “After I found out he once told me
that he tried and
tried hard to be a guy, but he just couldn’t cut it.”
Michael laughed and said, “I am sure she did but the first
time I met him in
NYC, I knew he was over compensating the male body language.
It’s like when a
man try’s to imitate a woman’s walk and over compensates
the hips swinging,
you notice when she walks her hips swing naturally. Before
she came out to you,
did you ever notice her being feminine? I mean all guys show
there female side.”
Ken laughed and said, “Never did he show a feminine side,
Michael how do
you know so much about this subject, it’s not a normal
subject?”
“He is head of psychology at one of the East coast schools
and head of East
coast physiatrist hospital. We will be here to help and guide
her.” Robert said,
Michael said, “Watch her and you will see the changes,
there will be drastic.
You can’t help or guide her, like I said she doesn’t know
where this will take her.
They will be a lot of ifs; if I would have married a rich
guy, if I would have married
a poor guy, what if I stayed single, if I would have been a
good mother, how
would my children turn out. So she can only help herself, she
has a strong mind;
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a lot get depressed and frustrated over ifs and what might
have been. Just don’t
cast her aside if she starts having mood swings.”
“I speak for all when I say we will never ever cast her
off.” Robert smiled and
said.
Ken laughed and said, “Its daylight, ya’ll want to go
rest or go out to my yacht
and fish.”
Billy laughed and said, “Of course, I always fish in a tux,
with ladies in their
ball gowns. I think I will get some sleep and maybe have
cocktails later.”
Later
Billy called Charles/Kathryn and said, “How do you feel?”
Charles/Kathryn said, “I slept about 7 hours, what time did
you leave”
Billy laughed and said, “Daylight and I slept about 7
hours, everyone is coming
over far cocktails about 6. You and Richard want to drop by
on the way to
your dinner. Come to my pent house, our NYC couples are
bunked in Roberts,”
Charles/Kathryn laughingly said, “I am sure we will it has
been about 8 hours
since we had a drink and we’re going with another couple
can we bring them?”